很累。 今天从早上起身到了工作到晚上回家时 都有让我不愉快的事 本来有很多的 现在不太想说太多了
Many things I couldn’t say, I don’t wanna hurt anyone nor side with anyone and knife the other. Do things had to go so far to be like this. The “politicalszz” around me, i don wanna care, and so 别让我进退两难.

关于自己也好不了多少 但我不是天真的小孩 也不会做个天真的小孩 . I read my buddy’s pain on his blog, and could understand for i went through the same before, but i am never as forgiving or warm hearted as him, neither will selflessly open up true feelings still despite been hurt-ed and pain-ed. This morning a little of things came back to me and pain-ed me a little, not becos i still hold anything about the past nor had any feelings, but i really just had to remind myself not to be naivie.

我是不是真的想回到过去 回到了又能改变什么 我开始怀疑结局也会是一样的 而即使是个梦也不再那么的美